Ends meet

For half a mind...
Dedicated to find some peace...
The other looking for a path...
Ones that aren't expected...
Mostly focused on making ends meet...

Not just me

I just wish I could sleep in a bed that wasn't always empty...
And there would be no fights...
Where is my quiet cloud of peace...
Somewhere to call ours...
When it not just me...

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sweet apathy...
A nights rest...
For how long, will this last...
The reality is something to ignore

Post retrospect

I'm some kind of animal...
I'm some kind of dream..
That can't say which is best...
I don't care what you want...
I don't care what anybody wants...
Where does everything fit...
When does it come together...

Taking care

To negotiate the release...
To find the peace...
Something more than in between...
Some kind of reason to be awake...
Taking on a form of life...
For the next day, besides just breathing

Let it be... let it play out... even though...

Love me if you could save me...
Call me back if you find me...
From somewhere below...
Find some kind of love...
One that was long forgotten...
And for good reasons...
No rebirth of a cool thought...
Just acceptance of what should have been...
Even with heavy words like a cross

Growing up... you say

This is where it is...
This is where it goes from here on out...
No matter the sound that makes dreams...
After the silence of making life...
The acceptance of things...
Is it how it is...

Animals goals

I'm an animal...
Because that's all I can be right now in life...
I've no prospects, aside from breathing...
Smashing rocks and crushing cans...
Soon my day will come...
That day will be my only goal...
After today...