my blessing

I use to curse for love...

Always some kind of myth...

Something that didn't belong to me...

Even when I hated to let myself believe in some one else...

There was Nothing I could understand about it...

I needed it with something inside of me...

Always chasing and crawling what wasn't for me...

Till the day I let that feeling take me...

When I gave faith to it...

I woke up to what my loved ones always hoped for me...

Now my days are always wondering about this blessing...

To do all

I don't hate you...
I just wish that you knew...
That every breath you took...
Was a miracle...
No one is promised anything...
No one is shorted...
To live...
To fight...
To do all

The always... Forever

Sitting within the waters...
Silence...
Silence...
The world ended...
Everything is silent...
The body bruised living to work...
A mind screaming...
This is not the end...
No one writes these pages for me...
I am that untameable beast...
The one that lashes at the visitors who gawk...
The heathen who breaks lies...
I sing my fate...
I am the last....