its been years since ive touched even you hand...
i was the one to step away, when we weren't on the same day...
but there hasn't been a day that i haven't thought of you...
everyday i shake it off, thinking it'll be like the rest...
but i dream of you more than i remember...
you standing next to me smiling, holding my child in your belly...
seeing you there even in my heart, leaves me breathless...
because i am the rowdy madness of life and you calm with life...
and i want to cry that you could over look my sins...
if only to bless me with your love...
i've been trying not to haunt myself with these dreams...
but i can't fight what my heart says about you...
