Only then

Its been almost 20 years since we met...
But I can still see you dieing in my dreams...
Slowly wilting and sliding away...
The whole time you know it...
But you do nothing because you know...
That its you And you won't change...
I don't know what you want from me...
Even in dreams I can only watch you...
5 years after having a single night...
I know your dieing...
And my time that I gave was only then...