coming in from this end, everything is a messy blur, and when things go right its always greeted with disbelief especially when it all seems a drunk fantasy.

there was a night rainy and cold that fogged the windows with drunk profanities and idiot smiles that glided across  LA freeways in drunk laughter, nothing was a miracle or lucky it was just idiot logic that made it safe for that night. From the bars and acts that went nowhere like sadder sideshow. it had its fun that only the lives and hearts of 20 somethings found interest in gettting away from home to act like they were more than there day jobs

after laughing at near death experiences and drying off with cold drinks that were bought while pinballing all over town on the birth of sunday dreams.  the sounds of a collection from a childhood that held with some reverance helped to drip away some of the rain.

the nogstalgia was an important mess of the night bringing all the bodies that were laying about to move and find rythm in the past every guy had a girl to hold while he relived a past and every girl got to follow a rythm with a guy songs played all nightt while drinks kept falling into these loose people's hands. there was smiles held in that dark night while half memories were formed.

round past the last call friends started fall into bed and chairs to fall asleep discussing rumors and theories of ridiculuos situations there was fun in drunk lives and real ones to be said in that state during this night. the hours bleed on and the nogstalgia was moving into funny realms that brought smiles that were on multiple faces

morning was coming closer as some of the bodies got closer and more personal in the start of sunday.  trust was being issued by tequila swings because the cheap beer was dieing out again, and no one could move to change it,  even if it were early enough to. there was a stupid drunk passion that was being spoken by two, that had been drifting around each other for months with smiles and comments but was held at bay by someone else's taboo.

the conversation flittered